A Word from Breck - 5 days until surgery

I pulled up my blog today with the intention of printing an entry.

It wasn't long till I realized there was no music playing however; and unmuted my computer. The volume was so loud, Francesca Battistelli’s song, Strangely Dim, came blaring out of the speakers. “But when I fix my eyes on all that You are, Then every doubt I feel, Deep in my heart, Grows strangely dim…” There wasn't enough warning to stop the tears from blurring my eyes.

Lots of family and friends have been asking if they can see me after my surgery, now…five days away. And I've told everyone the same thing. I would love to see them but I don’t know how I’ll be afterwards and how long I’ll have to rest, but I do know I’m going to be completely fine.  I know it without a doubt. 

And when I cry, they’re not tears of fear. They’re tears of how overwhelmed I feel with how many people love me and care about me.  I just want to thank everyone once again for your prayers and love. 

This is the start of another chapter in my life.  And don’t worry…even without seizures, I’m sure it won’t be a boring one. ;)